Foxfire & Freeways: Leaving Colorado
After 9 years⦠weāre leaving Colorado.
And I donāt even know how to sum that up in a way that makes sense.
Because it wasnāt just one kind of experience.
There were really good momentsāones Iāll carry with me no matter where we go.
But there was also a lot of chaos.
There were times I trusted the wrong people.
Times I was lied to, used, and left trying to pick up the pieces.
Relationships that didnāt just endāthey broke parts of me I had to figure out how to rebuild.
There were points where I didnāt even have a place to live.
Trying to survive in a place thatās beautiful⦠but not always easy to exist in if youāre struggling.
Colorado gave me some of the highest highs⦠and some of the lowest lows.
There were years where I kept to myself.
Stayed quiet.
Just trying to get through things without falling apart.
But even in the middle of all that, there were places that felt steady.
For me, that was Main Street Restaurant in Idaho Springs.
Iāve been going there for 9 years.
Long enough that it stopped being ājust a place to eatā and started feeling familiar in a way everything else didnāt.
Through all the ups and downs, that place stayed the same.
And now, knowing I wonāt just be able to stop in like I always haveā¦
that part feels a little heavier than I expected.
And then somehow, over time, things started to shift.
I found people who actually felt like home.
Built a community.
Got married.
Had a baby.
Created a life that feels completely different from where I started.
So leaving doesnāt feel simple.
Itās not just āweāre moving.ā
Itās closing a chapter that held a lot of growth, a lot of pain, and a lot of becoming.
Colorado didnāt always treat me gentlyā¦
but it changed me.
And Iām not the same person who showed up here 9 years ago.
Now weāre packing it all up and moving forward.
Not starting overā
just continuing from a much stronger place.
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